What's wrong with me?

I was really sad upon hearing their feedback when I gave the memos this morning. I know that I am at fault in some way but I can say that I did something for them even if I rarely receive some thank yous back. How can people be so insensitive? I never forget reminding them but still if something arises like the memos I should give, they tend to be more defensive and ask for the things I already provided?!?!!?!? And yet they are expecting me to be oh so calm, oh so harmless and wise as if I know everything.

I'm just a person who has a unique personality just like anybody you know?!?!!?!? I'm just a human who gets really irritated when someone keeps on bugging me for no purpose and now they are expecting me to be the same for them?! WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!!!???

I really had mixed emotions when I was on my way home and finally after some realizations, I can't believe that I don't feel anything. It's like being blamed for something that I didn't do on purpose and yet they still point their fingers at me but you know what? I'm just here on the corner, silently looking back at them. I guess being like this all the time is what a QA should be or perhaps I should ask my superiors regarding this. It's really easier to be said than done but I wish someone could emphasize it more instead of scolding me.

I don't feel guilty. I already did what I had to do. I received no feedback so it's not up to me.

How I wish I can cook this Sinigang na Hipon again to relax, though. :(

I also learned that it's better to be silent and stick to the people I know...just like Monn. Love him so much as a bestfriend and boyfriend. He's really awesome.

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